November 2009
Nov 1st
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October 2009
look to the stars
Have you ever just sat on the beach watching the sunset? Ever walk along the waves early in the morning to collect seashells or even at night just to take a break from the fast pace of the city. Ever lay down under the stars and just enjoyed ever moment? I keep missing the beauty of the world because I’m so wrapped up in my problems that I forgot just taking a break might help me. I need...
Oct 31st
Oct 31st
um what
gaysiaftw: shatteredpromises: You didn’t buy the tickets yet?  Cause i don’t know for sure if I can go. no i did not… :| okay, i’ll let you know soon though
Oct 30th
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SO I TOTALLY CANT WAIT UNTIL NOVEMEBER 14TH!
gaysiaftw: Because I get to see The Summer Set and This Providence again! Plus I’ll actually know who TSS is this time so I just wont be standing there like, ‘um whats going on guys?’ It has been aprooved that I can go and I’ve already got the money for my friends ticket (since I’m such a good friend) and my dad is paying for mine.. Hopefully he won’t go back on his word. But yes I’m excited!...
Oct 30th
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i found out about you
This week has gone by super fast with me feeling happy and sad.  I had the best Tuesday but the worst Wednesday.  I don’t like when people think they have the right to tell you what you can or can’t do.  I think sometimes you’ve got to let go of the bad.  Yes everyone has made mistakes but some people have own up to them.  Just let go and move on.  Stop dwelling in the past and...
Oct 29th
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sleepers just don't.
Goodnight.
Oct 25th
“How can you say so much to someone and they have nothing to say? How can you...”
– Me.  (lame quote)
Oct 25th
Oct 25th
3 Cheers.
I’ve been through so much with you, more than any other guy, and I still want you as much as I did the first time I laid eyes on you. Every time I see you, it’s like meeting you for the first time all over again. It’s the butterflies in the stomach, the not knowing what to say, but out of all the things you’ve taught me, there’s still one thing I don’t know. I don’t know how to fall out of love...
Oct 25th
re think.
To let go isn’t to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t winning, and it isn’t losing. It’s not about pride, and it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave...
Oct 25th
oh, hello beautiful.
I’m surrounded with such amazing writers and I only wish I had the skills to write like that.  I have so many thoughts but when I actually write them they sound stupid or just boring. —————to the point———- I think sometimes I miss out on the beauty of the world because I’m feeling depressed.  That’s the time I should turn to the...
Oct 25th
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Oct 24th
hit bottom
I remember my first day of high school, what I wore and how I felt.  I remember being scared and lost in such a big place.  Tons of teens pushing and walking past me.  The weeks and months flew by fast.  10th grade came and I felt smarter and more prepared.  I knew where everything was and I’d be fine and I was.  11th grade.  New school.  I hate starting at new schools, having to find...
Oct 24th
I can't do this.
I can’t watch this but I still am.  Omg.  Shoot me.
Oct 24th
WHY AM I STILL AWAKE?
gaysiaftw: at this ungodly hour of one am. stupid timezones, everyone else is sleep and sara’s eating dinner but she doesn’t count   not everyone…I’m scared out of my mind watching drag me to hell
Oct 24th
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drag me to hell
So I’m watching this and I’m scared out of my mind.  I will never shame an old lady because after seeing this is scaring me!  Omg, like what is this women on? She had a ruler go in her throat but she doesn’t even react to it.  Now the psych saw something scary. I’ll be sleeping with my light on.
Oct 24th
“What is family? They were the people who claimed you. In good, in bad, in parts...”
– Lock and Key by Sarah Dessen
Oct 24th
“No matter what you do to me, i’m still here. For some odd reason, i stick...”
– unknown
Oct 24th
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“I want out of the labels. I don’t want my whole life crammed into a single word....”
– Unknown.
Oct 24th
Love me until the death
I had many pictures in my head about how life would be. How highschool and love would be. Nothing is how I thought it would be. Movies are to blame in my opinion. I thought in high school you’ll find that group of friends and everything be perfect or if you were popular everyone loved you. I found about 6 friends in highschool and Asia is the only one who I’m really tight with and...
Oct 24th
Oct 24th
“I care about that moment which is true and inspiring. I saw it only a few...”
– Henry Miller
Oct 24th
Oct 24th
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I want to name my kid
gaysiaftw: cccourtney: keenyfloaty: cccourtney: Peyton, if its a girl So dooo I. Seriously? haha thats soo cool. I tell people that and their like ew that kids going to have a hard life. i’m just like wow. hahah(: omg what? peyton is cute if anything MY kid is going to have a hard life because i promised myslef at least ONE of my kids are being named Jeremy even if that child is a...
Oct 24th
Oct 23rd
so...
I had a melt breakdown today.  I hate senior year so far, so much stress and pressure!  I hope I can handle it. thank god for mayday parade, making my day better <3 goodnight. i’ll have more to say later. hopefully.
Oct 22nd
so long, goodbye
It’s 10:27 on a school night and of course I’m not sleeping.  That’s is insane…instead of sleeping peacefully I’m watching A Walk to Remember for the 100,000th time these past two weeks.  I hate thinking because it leads to something that either makes you happy or unhappy.   I don’t understand how some people just don’t have emotions?  They don’t smile, laugh, or even cry.  If you have at least...
Oct 19th
“Take wrong turns. Talk to strangers. Open unmarked doors. And if you see a group...”
– Randall Monroe
Oct 19th
“but all we need is some ice cream and a hug. take a good look around; does life...”
– unknown
Oct 18th
“I don’t want to have to make up my mind, every single day. I don’t...”
– unknown.
Oct 18th
“Friendship is where love starts. I would have never have given you a second look...”
– Unknown.
Oct 18th
it's only life
My Saturday night was pretty boring and made me think if this is my future.  I did my mom’s laundry and my own.  I did most my homework and I cleaned my room and bathroom.  Then I was on the phone for a couple of hours with my best friend Sahur watching this movie and just talking about random things.  I thought could this be me when I move out?  Doomed to a boring Saturday night, OVER AND...
Oct 18th
@asia
I’m calling you in 5?
Oct 18th
Oct 18th
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Oct 18th
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Reblog with your grade.
gaysiaftw: skittlez: cheststirheadblur: ashleyrawr: alllison: powidos: call-me-papi: blakeisaninja: ohhlei: Sophomore. :) Sophomore. Senior OH YEAH KING OF THE CASTLE. freshman :o Sophomore. Seniorrrrrrrrrrrr. junior! fresh-meat junior bby  senior <333
Oct 18th
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@emma
gaysiaftw: shatteredpromises: gaysiaftw: shatteredpromises: gaysiaftw: shatteredpromises: gaysiaftw: shatteredpromises: gaysiaftw: shatteredpromises: gaysiaftw: omg why are you watching twilight? i have no clue, it was on and i don’t feel like changing it yet. haha oic, well you have fun for that say hi to sexy ass rpattz for me yeah because he can hear through a tv...
Oct 18th
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Oct 18th
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@emma
gaysiaftw: shatteredpromises: gaysiaftw: shatteredpromises: gaysiaftw: shatteredpromises: gaysiaftw: shatteredpromises: gaysiaftw: omg why are you watching twilight? i have no clue, it was on and i don’t feel like changing it yet. haha oic, well you have fun for that say hi to sexy ass rpattz for me yeah because he can hear through a tv screen?  ;D yes he can he’s...
Oct 18th
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@emma
gaysiaftw: shatteredpromises: gaysiaftw: shatteredpromises: gaysiaftw: shatteredpromises: gaysiaftw: omg why are you watching twilight? i have no clue, it was on and i don’t feel like changing it yet. haha oic, well you have fun for that say hi to sexy ass rpattz for me yeah because he can hear through a tv screen?  ;D yes he can he’s fucking magical oh yes <3 XD  he...
Oct 18th
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“My thoughts about the world are shaken. Like driving along a bumpy road and...”
– Thirteen Reasons Why 
Oct 18th